Today Calvin turns 2. Even though quite some time has past, I remember those first few weeks with him so vividly. Almost as if they were yesterday. My emotions were everywhere, my body was battered, and I was exhausted. And yet I was filled with this immense amount of love for him. The first 24 hours were such a whirlwind of complications with myself, but once we got home it's like everything started to feel normal. He fit into our family so perfectly that I couldn't imagine life without him.