I realized something today.
I'm sick of wedding planning.
Don't get me wrong, it's and fun and all, I just want to be married to my best friend already.
I want to have a place of our own.
I want to cuddle as long as we want.
I want to talk forever.
I want to kneel across the altar in the temple.
I want to have a family.
I want to face problems with his hand in mine.
I'm not a cheesy person, so this is weird for me to say all this.
I'm very guarded.
I get hurt easily.
I feel things deeply, but fear showing too much into my heart.
Thank goodness I found a boy who understands that.
Someone who has made me realize there isn't anything to fear.
Yes things are stressful, and yes life is hard.
But I would much rather face it with him than alone.
I'm still completely shocked that I am the lucky girl who gets to call herself:
Mrs. Alex Baronins.
I just went a tad overboard.